What's life time for you?

To me life time means a second, a day, a month, a year... To me you never know. the only one that has you in his hands is the only one that knows it. I am Cristian so i believe that my life is in god's hands, but you are in the hands of the god you believe.
Human beings always needed to have something above them something supernatural to who they pray and have faith on.
Is Natural believe in something, but then come the false believes. I mean, you believe in something fake because someone remembered to tell you a lye. Lyes don't bring happiness for long.
Wherever you are the truth will always come up. And If you lied and now truth came up it can make you have a hard life time.
A thing that makes you have an awesome life time is the feeling called Love. Everyone wants to experiment it and i most to tell you that if my life time ended right here right now I would die happy because i was able to feel love and still feeling it for someone very special. He always made me smile and i always loved to hear his voice that would make my heart race and at the hard times would make it calm down. He felt my love and I felt his. Unfortunately for physical issues (long distance and time "rules") i saw my wonderful feeling being track inside of a box and 4 walls were built around that box. I am trying to climb the walls but it started to rain and turned the climb difficult. I am hopping sunny days or maybe a window lol.
Maybe I lost the love of my life, I probably will just know it when my life time got to an end.
Don't be afraid of living your life time and remember always that everything happens for one reason. You may be unable to see it at the moment, but soon or late you will found out the reason or maybe you just don't care for it.
Look for what you want. Think that your wishes are real and that you will always have what you want and you will have a wonderful life time. I repet: As long as you want it!